text paraphrased from this podcast at [1:18:45–1:19:00]
this podcast episode is scrambling my insides—its the end of a seven part series—i listened to seven hours thinking I could be normal and then I got destroyed in the last twenty minutes—I couldn’t even finish it in a sitting i had to turn it off—I was losing the ability to use language—anyway not to be misleading its like a bible analysis podcast its not about bnha—i kind of just threw colors at my phone screen
